This past December was probably the most favorite month of my entire life. I had a dream on December 14th that my Aunt Elaine (the foot doctor lady! Haha) walked up to me at church and smelled of my stomach and excitedly exclaimed "You're pregnant!" Yes. Trust me. I know how weird that sounds. VERY! But I woke up that morning rattled, excited, and terrified. I immediately told Jack what I had dreamed and he brushed it off I think. (When you spend $30-50 a month on pregnancy tests....) So I told him I was going to buy a test that morning before work. Surprisingly, we were out except for one digital, but for anyone who has ever tried getting pregnant, you know those digital tests are golden and they are saved.
That morning I stopped at Walmart on my way to school. I immediately started to cry when I got to the pregnancy test section- all their tests were in a lock box! It was already 7:15am and you ALL know how fun it is trying to get help at Walmart on any given day, much less that early in the morning. I left fuming mad and resolved to go after school to the Dollar Tree for some cheapos. Plus, when you live in a small town like us, you have to be VERY careful where you shop for personal things- we have kiddos EVERYWHERE. I stopped by Dollar Tree on my way home. Y'all. Dollar Tree the week before Christmas is the LAST PLACE ON EARTH I will ever be, ever EVER again. Parking lot was full. Some lady cut me off and took the last spot and then cussed at ME for trying to take it from her. I ended up just leaving the parking lot in a heaping, crying mess. (Should have been my first sign- I rarely cry!) I called Jack and told him I was never going to get to take a test. He promised we would go to the local Walmart that night (late, of course) and get some. And we did. I bought 4 of them. (Hey, you can never be too sure!)
My bubble was quickly burst when he took the tests from me and said "but you're not taking them until the morning." Hmmmph. Fine. The next morning I woke up excited. I did my thing and dropped the sample in the little window. Literally within seconds, I saw two lines. I thought "This thing is wrong." I'd just had a cycle two weeks prior. I wasn't late. I wasn't having ANY symptoms. I had NO reason to test, other than the dream. As I stood there and stared, the lines got darker and darker. Jack was ironing our clothes, and I ran out the bathroom yelling his name. "DO YOU SEE THIS THERE ARE TWO RIGHT I AM NOT CRAZY?!" He took one look, cracked the cutest, sweetest smile and said "Yep. Definitely two." He scooped me up into a huge hug and we both cried like babies for a good minute. It was great, and was a very special moment for both of us. I'm pretty sure I shook and had a goofy grin on my face the rest of the day. I ended up breaking out the digital test I had- Positive. I even stopped at a local Walgreen's and got one of the week estimator tests that tells you how far along you are based on the hormone levels- Positive: 4-5 weeks along. (The 2-3 you see in the picture just means the number of weeks after ovulation.)
How cool to find out a week before Christmas?! We went and bought both our parents a little onsie outfit that said "I Love Grandma & Grandpa" and wrapped them up. We put them with the other presents and on our way we went to Georgia for Christmas. I know I shook the entire way home! I was SO nervous I was nearly sick! We FINALLY told my parents after a Christmas get together. My mom cried, and my dad was super excited. It was a sweet moment! Telling the rest of the family was fun! We told them all the next day and got it on video. It. Was. Hilarious. Everyone was so excited! The next day I had my first food aversion- Sonic cheese sticks. My mom and I stopped to get some while shopping in Commerce, and I nearly puked the whole way home just smelling them. I couldn't even look at them. I am STILL not a big cheese fan! My first craving was salad from the hibatchi restaurants. Ginger dressing. Mmmmm.
We told Jack's parents a week later at their house. His dad was too funny. I swear he stared at me all afternoon and kept saying "You ok? This is really cool! You need anything? You hungry? This is so neat. Feel alright? Can I get you something? I just can't believe this." It was so precious. Now I know where Jack gets it from!
Our first doctor's appointment was on December 28th. I was actually scheduled for an annual checkup and meeting to discuss fertility options that day. However, they were very surprised to find I was already pregnant. A quick ultrasound revealed our little squirt was measuring at almost 6 weeks. Surprisingly, I didn't get emotional. I was OVER THE MOON happy, but I didn't cry! I kind of surprised myself.
I got a journal for Christmas from my mom, and I've been periodically writing letters to baby in it. I DO get emotional writing though. When she gave me my own journal, she also gave me the journal she kept while pregnant with me! It was so sweet to read the stuff she wrote to me and about me. I LOVE it! I hope my baby loves my journal as much as I love that one. So there's our (long) story about how we found out about little Baby Fullerton- due August 24th- my parent's wedding anniversary!
SO happy for y'all! I know you have wanted to be a mommy to your own child (your already a bonus mom). Lots of prayers for a happy healthy pregnancy. I am fond of August babies myself (having two of them)
ReplyDeleteCan't wait to meet her and finally shop for a little girl outfit...congrats! Mark and I are excited for you both...Cam too! Hugs!
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